Sky Journey

I’ve been feeling that way on and off, for well, too long now. So, what’s up with that? Or, I should say, what was up with that? I can say now, alot, a whole lot! Yeeeet, I wasn’t allowing myself to even express that. It just felt, that way. So, pressure upon pressure, release, reprieve, pressure. It was kind of like a loop. Now, any of you that know me, know, I pride myself on being very able, and getting through it, and always looking on the bright side, I still do, and I am still an optimist, and – There comes a time to say WHEN. The When can build up until it goes backwards. Ya know what I mean? So, no that’s not cool. When is When, so I had to ask myself, When? Is When, not when it builds up to a What? So, that being said; and this has nothing to do with the New Year, it has more to do with planetary alignment, and Divine Forces, and The Universe, The Gods and Goddesses, and The Great Creator, and The Force and God, and Guardian Angels and Guides, and how you would like to divine it, or Define It (not looking for an argument, just saying, we are all creatures of Light). Sometimes things come together, and When is when it all is, since time to me, Is an Illusion, so what and I waiting for in the when? I asked myself. Then I saw Mars tonight and it looked like the top if it was, well red. So, I don’t know if that’s because all the planets are doing they’re thing and since we’re in the Universe, we are affected, and will need to be maybe, doing, our thing. 🙂

So, I went out just now and something through the trees caught my eye. Was it a planet or a plane? It wasn’t moving. It was Mars, big as day, with a little red something or another on top. Go take a look. I got out my Birthday Binocular Telescopes (Yes, it’s hard to believe I’ve been 60 for four months aleady), and yeah, it’s pretty impressive. So back to my “When” and “What?” moment. With everything converging, no, I don’t really have a moment to lose. That is, I know I’m not a happy camper when I’m not sharing and connecting, and investing in and contributing the way I’d like to, and not showing up, so with all my past and present Guides, Mentors, The Divine, The Great Creator, The Goddess, the all of everything who have been with me in support of my dreams and goals and just life. My When showed up big time today. So Hello everyone. I can only say. Please go do yourself a favor and take it from me, go on and be you! The world is waiting for you and better than that, needs you!!

So, now I’m going to do a little experiment. I’m going to re-write what I wrote just above, with some changes. Guess what kind of changes I made? I was reminded about this. So anyhow, I removed the negative talk.

Here’s the new version. Check out the older version below that which includes the negative self talk. Fascinating! I edited this info. so it’s easier to read, and to illustrate how eliminating negative self talk in writing (and in my mind) makes a huge difference! PS I’ve also received lots of support around this from my Mentors, Guides and especially groups I participate in like, “Your Year of Miracles” with Marci Shimoff and others, as well as Lisa Nichols work, “Abundant Life Online.”

So, I’m speaking of self devotional self talk. To get to the point, i.e., the latest download, I’m going to take that information and take out all the negative information. I’m making a promise to myself that I will post this, no matter what. :()

I’ve been feeling that way. What was up with that? It just felt, that way. Now, I just accept it. I pride myself on being able, -getting through it, -looking on the bright side, do – and – There comes a time to say WHEN. The When can build up until it goes backwards. So, no that’s not cool. When is When, so I had to ask myself, When? Is When, not when it builds up to a What? So, that being said; and this has nothing to do with the New Year, it has to do with you and you’re decision. When you decide. Though we see where that goes. So what is it that will make you decide? What’s bigger than that? There has to be? So what is it? Name that. Now ask yourself why can’t that be yours? You? You know it’s the truth. The when, “When comes when you decide, it’s ‘When.’ Nothing else is gonna move that mountain. So you ask yourself, “What are you waiting for.” And you say, “Self, you’re waiting on something so let’s have at it.” And so you say. “It’s nothing really, absolutely nothing.” Say it again. Nothing, Absolutely Nothing.” Now here is what I was going to take out, though on second thought – -more to do with planetary alignment, and Divine Forces, and The Universe, The Gods and Goddesses, and The Great Creator, and The Force and God, and Guardian Angels and Guides, and how you would like to Divine it, or Define It. We are all creatures of Light. Things come together, and When is when it all is, since time Is an Illusion, so what am I waiting for in the when? I asked myself. Then I saw Mars tonight and it looked like the top of it was, well red. So, I don’t know if that’s because all the planets are doing their thing and since we’re in the Universe, we are affected, and need to be doing, our thing. 🙂

So, I went out just now and something through the trees caught my eye. Was it a planet or a plane? It wasn’t moving. It was Mars, big as day, with a little red something or another on top. Go take a look. I got out my Birthday Binocular Telescopes (Yes, it’s hard to believe I’ve been 60 for four months aleady). So back to my “When” and “What moment.” Moments to be happy, sharing, connecting, contributing, showing up, with the support of my Guides, Mentors, The Divine, The Creator, The Goddess, The Gods and God, and with You! My When showed up big time today. So Hello everyone. I can only say, please be you! The world is waitin’ for you, and needs you!!

Now, take a look below at all that wordiness, and self-doubt seeping in. I am always amazed by things like this. Now revisiting this post, it also most especially hits home. Like watching old videos of yourself when learning to make videos. I’m going to need to be posting those embarrassing moments too. That also has to do with my When is When? Imperfectly perfect is what I have to remember.

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So, I realize, I’m speaking and there’s a lot of self devotional self talk, and it taking me too long to get to the point, and also the latest download – downloa information, so I decide, I’m going to take that same information I wrote above, and take out all the negative information. I don’t know what’s gonna happen. Though I’m making a promise to myself and my Guides, that I will post this, no matter what. :()

I’ve been feeling that way on and off, for well, too long now. So, what’s up with that? Or, I should say, what was up with that? I can say now, alot, a whole lot! Yeeeet, I wasn’t allowing myself to even express that. It just felt, that way. So, pressure upon pressure, release, reprieve, pressure. It was kind of like a loop. Now, any of you that know me, know, I pride myself on being very able, and getting through it, and always looking on the bright side, I still do, and I am still an optimist, and – There comes a time to say WHEN. The When can build up until it goes backwards. Ya know what I mean? So, no that’s not cool. When is When, so I had to ask myself, When? Is When, not when it builds up to a What? So, that being said; and this has nothing to do with the New Year, it has to do with you and you’re decision. When you decide. Though we see where that goes. So what is it that will make you decide? What’s bigger than that? There has to be? So what is it? Name that. Now ask yourself why can’t that be yours? You? You know it’s the truth. The when, “When comes when you decide, it’s ‘When.’ Nothing else is gonna move that mountain. So you ask yourself, “What are you waiting for.” And you say, “Self, you’re waiting on something so let’s have at it.” And so you say. “It’s nothing really, absolutely nothing.” Say it again. Nothing, Absolutely Nothing.” Now here is what I was going to take out, though on second thought – -more to do with planetary alignment, and Divine Forces, and The Universe, The Gods and Goddesses, and The Great Creator, and The Force and God, and Guardian Angels and Guides, and how you would like to Divine it, or Define It (not looking for an argument, just saying, we are all creatures of Light). Sometimes things come together, and When is when it all is, since time to me, Is an Illusion, so what and I waiting for in the when? I asked myself. Then I saw Mars tonight and it looked like the top of it was, well red. So, I don’t know if that’s because all the planets are doing they’re thing and since we’re in the Universe, we are affected, and will need to be maybe, doing, our thing. 🙂

So, I went out just now and something through the trees caught my eye. Was it a planet or a plane? It wasn’t moving. It was Mars, big as day, with a little red something or another on top. Go take a look. I got out my Birthday Binocular Telescopes (Yes, it’s hard to believe I’ve been 60 for four months aleady), and yeah, it’s pretty impressive. So back to my “When” and “What?” moment. With everything converging, no, I don’t really have a moment to lose. That is, I know I’m not a happy camper when I’m not sharing and connecting, and investing in and contributing the way I’d like to, and not showing up, so with all my past and present Guides, Mentors, The Divine, The Creator, The Goddess, The Gods and God. (I added this, I just could not help it). Whoops, I did it again! My When showed up big time today. So Hello everyone. I can only say. Please go do yourself a favor and take it from me, go on and be you! The world is waiting for you and better than that, needs you!!

Talk soon!

Peace, Love & Well Wishes

Lolita

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